Goal

I am down three pounds. I can't believe it. I actually lost weight. And, I feel great.

I just wanted to post that before leaving. I promised Geradine that I would go to church with her today. I am really looking forward to it. I haven't been invited anywhere by anyone excite Joie for the last ten years. Plus, I like Geradine. She is nice.

My mom called yesterday to remind me again what a disappointment I am to her and Dad. Why can't they accept the fact that had only one Joie. I can't be a younger replica of their most prized daughter. I can only be me. Why can't that be enough?

I know that I am not married. I know that I don't have kids. I know that I am over 30. I don't need constant reminders of this. She acts like its my life long goal to be alone for the rest of my life.